For now, it has to be concealed deep in this heart. Until that day comes.

I prayed for her yesterday, prayed that she would find her way, find her Call, find Life with Him. I layed her before Him, trusting that He would keep her safe…

Thanks Dixie ^^”

I feel like the people i hold dearest want nothing to do with me.

I am gravely misunderstood, and have been dealt harshly by my own kin.

Am i that different? Have i changed into a complete stranger? Or is it that no one actually knew who i really am in the 1st place?

Have  i not given enough? How is it my blood sweat and tears, years of toil disappear over a few days, over a few clicks.

Why is everyone misunderstanding me? Why has no one approach me personally to clear things up? Why are they giving up on me?

I have no choice then, i will not look back, it shows me what i have done all these years weren’t meant to last. Dust to dust, ashes to ashes.

I’ve been abandoned, You alone have stayed, so now I’ve abandoned all, for  You. I need nothing else. Hold my hand, Light my path.

Make no Mistakes about this, G.I. Joe is just pure AWESOMENESS! If you call yourself a Gamer/Techno Weaponry Geek/Action Movie Buff,  you can’t miss this ACTION packed, Amazingly well written plot, and impressively well developed Characters with compelling history backgrounds. I made a mistake giving Tranformers 2: Revenge of the fallen an 8/10 i think it ought to be given 6/10 and with that in mind i’m Honored to give G.I. Joe a 9/10.  

“A Definite Must Go Movie you have to watch with your friends, and don’t stop there! Go Mamak and have a Blast reviewing it over Mee Goreng & Roti Bomb! G.I. Joe a 9/10

At the “G.I. Joe: Rise of the Cobra” Press Launch @ GSC MidValley

7 The old way, with laws etched in stone, led to death, though it began with such glory that the people of Israel could not bear to look at Moses’ face. For his face shone with the glory of God, even though the brightness was already fading away. 8 Shouldn’t we expect far greater glory under the new way, now that the Holy Spirit is giving life? 9 If the old way, which brings condemnation, was glorious, how much more glorious is the new way, which makes us right with God! 10 In fact, that first glory was not glorious at all compared with the overwhelming glory of the new way. 11 So if the old way, which has been replaced, was glorious, how much more glorious is the new, which remains forever!

 12 Since this new way gives us such confidence, we can be very bold. 13 We are not like Moses, who put a veil over his face so the people of Israel would not see the glory, even though it was destined to fade away. 

Let Your Yes be “YES” your No be “NO” (2 Corinthians 1:17-24) 

Do you think I am like people of the world who say “Yes” when they really mean “No”? 18 As surely as God is faithful, my word to you does not waver between “Yes” and “No.” 19 For Jesus Christ, the Son of God, does not waver between “Yes” and “No.” He is the one whom Silas, Timothy, and I preached to you, and as God’s ultimate “Yes,” he always does what he says. 20 For all of God’s promises have been fulfilled in Christ with a resounding “Yes!” And through Christ, our “Amen” (which means “Yes”) ascends to God for his glory.

21 It is God who enables us, along with you, to stand firm for Christ. He has commissioned us, 22 and he has identified us as his own by placing the Holy Spirit in our hearts as the first installment that guarantees everything he has promised us. 

 23 Now I call upon God as my witness that I am telling the truth. The reason I didn’t return to Corinth was to spare you from a severe rebuke. 24 But that does not mean we want to dominate you by telling you how to put your faith into practice. We want to work together with you so you will be full of joy, for it is by your own faith that you stand firm. 

Elroy: So how is your walk with God?
Kilroy: … fine, a little bit here a little bit there, ok i guess
Elroy: Meaning?
Kilroy: …
Elroy: Is that a Yes or a No? Nevermind… so how was your worship leading sessions and your youth ministry going?
Kilroy: Erm… Ok
Elroy: In actual fact, u mean it was not good right? or not up to your satisfaction? You did not give God your best did you? if u did i don’t think there is a need for such hesitant answers..

12 Therefore let him who thinks he stands take heed lest he fall. 13 No temptation has overtaken you except such as is common to man; but God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able, but with the temptation will also make the way of escape, that you may be able to bear it.

“My Lord, i am weak, You make me strong! Thus as long as you are with me i will always walk strong.”

1 Corinthians 11

7 A man should not wear anything on his head when worshiping, for man is made in God’s image and reflects God’s glory. And woman reflects man’s glory. 8 For the first man didn’t come from woman, but the first woman came from man. 9 And man was not made for woman, but woman was made for man. 10 For this reason, and because the angels are watching, a woman should wear a covering on her head to show she is under authority.^[a^]

 11 But among the Lord’s people, women are not independent of men, and men are not independent of women. 12 For although the first woman came from man, every other man was born from a woman, and everything comes from God.

“My Lord, may we ultimately reflect your glory in our relationship, to bring you Glory & Praise!”

 9 Jesus replied, “Have I been with you all this time, Philip, and yet you still don’t know who I am? Anyone who has seen me has seen the Father! So why are you asking me to show him to you? 10 Don’t you believe that I am in the Father and the Father is in me? The words I speak are not my own, but my Father who lives in me does his work through me. 11 Just believe that I am in the Father and the Father is in me. Or at least believe because of the work you have seen me do.

 12 “I tell you the truth, anyone who believes in me will do the same works I have done, and even greater works, because I am going to be with the Father. 13 You can ask for anything in my name, and I will do it, so that the Son can bring glory to the Father. 14 Yes, ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it!

“Lord, what have we done? We’ve rendered your word powerless in our lives, we hold on to the rags of false humility, we sound of empty vessels (loud with our “I Love You Lord”), we smell of utter despair in our double-mindedness… forgives us Lord, who are we to claim “i am not jesus”, help us rid our self-shackles”

10 But the LORD said, “You have been concerned about this vine, though you did not tend it or make it grow. It sprang up overnight and died overnight. 11 But Nineveh has more than a hundred and twenty thousand people who cannot tell their right hand from their left, and many cattle as well. Should I not be concerned about that great city?“
Jonah 4:9-11 

“Lord, i have no right. The vine is yours. Forgive me. Keep me. Lead me where you want me to go. I will no longer be your reluctant messenger.”

“So I strive always to keep my conscience clear before God and man.”

Hold me strong, Lord Jesus. Glorify thy name!